uplifting

12 year old Australian boy who memorised the Quran at the age of 10 imitating the Imams. MashaAllah :'))

good old songs

hey! have you ever walk into a retail store, or a restaurant especially a cafe and then your favourite song is on the speaker? so you stay in the shop pretending u'r browsing through the things that u dont really give a damn just to listen to the song til the end. (omg 'this I promise you' is on air right now) especially when they are songs that would bring back HAPPPPPPYY memories!!! :D :D and the best thing is the good old songs keep on coming and you think you will never get out of the store/restaurant/cafe until you listen to the whole playlist. so have you ever???? well I am experiencing it right now. and I am never getting up from this chair :D

ps: maybe I should just ask if I can have a copy of the playlist??

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listen.feel.love

greetings people.

so i am in this melancholy state right now. i woke up with this smile on my face, only its upside down. i woke up by the harsh unpalatable dream, which might be caused from the way i took off to the lala land last night. or maybe my paranoia was translated into the dream? so the uneasy feeling from the night before has dragged me to the state that i am right now, affecting my sleep and affecting my mood, and definitely affecting the people around me when i'm walking around with a frown.

''you broke my heart"

i fear those words. i think that would be the words i want to hear last in my entire life. cause i heard it once, said to me by a dear friend. and it broke my heart that someone i cared a lot uttered something like that to my face, when i didnt know exactly what i did to do such damage to her. but i believed her, that she was heartbroken because of something i might accidentally did to her without realising it. and i was very very sorry for it, i still am sorry today. as i said, it was heartbreaking as well to know that i just broke someone's heart, especially when it is someone i care so much about. so i tried so much in my life not to say those four words to anyone. eventhough if it means my heart will be crushed and stamped over and over again. but i have my limit, we all do. so right now i want that one person to know that, 'you broke my heart' and i'm truly sorry that i have to tell you so. but it does really hurt that i wanted to drop down at your feet and cry my heart out. i have so many things to tell you but i know you wont listen. making you listen, and fail would add up to the number of pieces that my heart was already broken into. dont say i didnt try, cause i did. yes you heard me but you dont listen to what i'm saying. you look at me but you dont really see whats in front of you. you said you get me but you dont really try to understand how it feels inside.

i used to be this reserved person, a very private person. if someone really knows that side of me, i think it would be Asha. i dont know why, but i like to personalise my things. i like to keep my feelings and emotions inside to myself, far far away from the world to know. a friend once said i hide my emotions really well that it doesnt show on my face whether i have problem or if my heart is hurting. i always had my calm face on me, though my mind and my heart sang a different story. i am still that person today, maybe a bit if not much. i still want my life to be kept private as much as i could. i still dont want the whole world to know everything about me. cause i only want those who really know me and want to know me to really know me beneath the surface. i dont easily open up to people. i'm a pistanthrophobic. but once i let you into my world, i wont easily forget you, and i'll show you around my humble and colourful world. i'll share my candies with you, we can hug and hold hands, we can kiss and i promise wont tell, we can colour each others' hair, i will tell you everything you want to know about me, i will put your name next to mine as the co-owner of this bubbly world of ours. if you're honest, you'll stay. but if you're only in for a price, i woudnt want to look at you even if you come with a free gift.

but after you broke my heart, i am kind of being pushed back harshly into my shell. the colourful surrounding starts to fade a little. some has turned into gray. i am scared of what our world would become tomorrow with us not holding hands skipping across the valley together. i still want to catch butterflies in the park with you, i still want you to sleep on my shoulder, i always want us to be happy forever. but you're not doing the tango right.

can we polish up our steps and sway gracefully across the garden again, please?

Salvador Dali

i'm in the middle of my final project assignment right this minute. but i cant help but to share this video with you guys. i'm actually torn between Dali and Gaudi for my 'inspiring designer' presentation tomorrow. but then i decided to go with this insanely eccentric guy.

i am in love with this guy. like seriously. hahaha enjoy!

on the go

I thought I would have more time to blog (and do my assignments) in Kuching, but nope! so I missed the pleasure of having good internet connection. heh! and I only enjoyed Kuching during the 2 last days of my stay! -_-"

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what i found on tumblr

i was blogwalking on tumblr and i found these:

(source: petisuara)

so what are your words?

mine: naked, hate & malice. hahaha

(source: google image)

yeah, i have the malice instinct of psychologically torturing Apiz sometimes. but i did it in the most lovable way that you like it right dear?? -_-'' sorry dearie..

and this one, is somehow true in the strangest kinda way, and no matter how hard we try to deny it, it is the reality. tell me what you think.

WHEN YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH SOMEONE IS SLOWLY FADING,

AND YOU JUST SIT BACK AND WATCH/READ

ABOUT ALL THE FUN THEY HAVE

WITH THEIR NEW FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK:

(source: petisuara)

so true, right? still,i dont want to lose any friends. i miss my beloved five besties so bad right now. i miss all the six of us hanging out together. to Sheila, Asha, Ina, Mym & Wani, no matter what happens i love you girls to pieces, and i still want you girls to be there on my wedding day, and on all the important days of my life, for you girls were a part of me that have somehow helped shape me of the person who i became today, and you girls are still a part of me, for always.

*group HUG pleasseee!*

i'll update more soon!

love strong

the first time i heard the term 'love strong' was when a childhood friend of mine asked a few years after we havent met each other, 'kitak masih ka dengan Hafiz?' (i think that was somewhere in 2003-2004. i think.) and i said 'aok masih.' and then she said 'waaaa love strong eh' that was my first time hearing the term love strong. never heard of it before, i thought in my head 'aiee salah padah ka apa nya tok. strong love la. ekekek' kira tetak ngan urang la tek. haish sik senonoh perangei, padahal dikpun yang naive. ekekekek tetak ngan dikpun gik. and then i learned the true meaning of the the term.

even my nenek also know how to use it ok. this happened a few years back.

Nek Wan: iboh suroh Razi betunang lamak gilak bah. setaun lamak gilak ya.

Mak: aie apa jak mek duak Junai dolok duak taun.

Nek Wan: eeeey kitak duak ya lain. kitak duak ya lep (love) strong!

sapa sik tekejut nenek i kelaka gia. haaaaa! lep strong sungguh nenek ku.

the reason why i'm yapping bout love strong today is... do you realise the dancing couple on the right hand side of your screen has moved to the number 12? yeeeepy! the couple will be swaying back to number 1 tomorrow! oh yessss we are turning a year older and more in love tomorrow! its our eleventh year fellas :)

i'm not gloating on how 'love strong' (heh. is that how we use it?) we are, but i am sure my love for Apiz is strong enough to take down my wall of ego and his love that i feel is strong enough that i want to be a better person when i'm with him.

Apiz dear, its been a while since i tell the world I Love You :)

Happy Birthday & Happy Anniversary, Sayang!

reviving

this is Najwa Latif. check her out yeah. most of her videos are done in the car, which is kinda cute when you think of it :)

horcrux

(source: hannarabittah)

berhenti berharap

i love you so dearly, and i know you love me back. but you dont know how to jaga my hati, and that is very heartbreaking :'(

so so so tired of being disappointed. being let down. being betrayed. being cunningly lied to. but because i only have good thoughts about people that i did what i did. i trust you, and this is what i get. sometimes i feel like going so so so far away from you, to make you realise how it feels for me not to be close and around. but i dont think thats the best way out of this mess. you might not even realise that i am gone. so maybe it is a wake up call. no more high hopes on you. yes, you can finally have your back rest cause i no longer want you to do anything for me, with me. may you find your way, and i find mine.

bye.