jovial Monday

i fell asleep with a big lump of emotion in my heart. didnt even realise how i could doze off in such shape. and i woke up to the songs of the birds chirping happily outside my window. as i take a peek from my off-white curtain, Monday greeted me with jovial blue sky with thick white clouds over the green shades of the palm tree out my window. i instantly light up and forgo what happened the night before, and made a new vow upon my own happiness. think about it folks, how easily God makes us happy - a slight of blue and white and green, plus infinite dreams of tomorrow. it made me think, if i were to wake up in other places other than Kuching this morning, would i be greeted with such fine art? take for example if i woke up in KL, i might be greeted with the scratching sound Giselle made on my door and her chasing over Yui once i opened the door. and when i finally make my exit from the house, i shall be greeted by honking cars and polluted air of urban life. and people say, how we start our day IS significant, no?

read this from a friend's page who got it from somewhere else. lets ponder upon it, coz it is SO true :)

"Sometimes, Allah SWT breaks our spirit to save our soul. He breaks our heart to make us whole. He sends us pain so we can be stronger. He sends us failure so we can be humble. He sends us illness so we can take care of ourselves. Sometimes Allah SWT takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us. Allah SWT Is Great."

spongy fun time!

i've come to think that spongebob cartoon has some power over me. everytime i see spongebob on the tv i'll go gaga and instantly light up like a five-year old just been given a new toy. even my sister is not THAT into the yellow sponge. but i know Abang likes it more than Farhana :D

here's a video of The F.U.N Song by Spongebob and Plankton. enjoy~

F is for friends who do stuff together~

U is for you and me~

N is for anyywhere at anytime at all, down here in the deep blue sea~

you should feel all tingly inside when you watch this because that's how it is suppose to feel ;)

ps: rozai, i miss you and our spongy-cartoon-coloring time~ *hugs*

how we help

the best part of being young unemployed graduate is, i can get away from those people who wander around public spaces looking for a pry to market their product, especially those from credit cards company. when they come near me, i'll just say 'i'm still studying' and wave them off and they quickly back away. oooh i like watching that. like i have the power to shut them up and not bother me. hihihi or else, i'll be listening to their ramblings for hours without me understanding any single word they're saying (i'm hopeless when it comes to economics). luckily i can still disguise as a student with my features ;p

but there was this one time when i was still a student when Unicef was doing their casual roadshow in Carrefour, i walked to their booth and very much hoping to be entertained by one of the members to explain on the cause. and so one of them did approach me friendly with a smile. he explained that we can help change lives of the less fortunate children across Malaysia by donating at least RM1 per day, on a monthly basis. i was doing a quick thinking 'RM1 per day wont do me any harm'. its like skipping on the teh o peng or five-piece pisang goreng which i took almost everyday. after a tiny pause, he asked 'where are you working?' and i said 'oh no. i'm still a student' and he went 'oh nevermind. maybe you can help once you start working :)' and he handed me one of the beautiful postcards of Unicef - with an honest smile. and i walked away dejected by the fact that i'm not eligible to help because i'm still a student. well, in a way i like their policy, that they do not force you into doing something you cannot afford. not that saving RM1 is not affordable for a student, its just that in any other person's mind, students need the money more than anyone else. our parents work hard to support our education. even Unicef is doing all the campaigns to help more children to get their right of education.

by Unicef China
on photo: Headline: Don't ignore me. China has over 1.5 million underprivileged children.

by Unicef Turkey
on photo: Don't let our girls stay uneducated! There are so many girls in Turkey who never went to school. Lets change this! www.unicefturk.org

so my point is... i dont have any really. it was suppose to be a rambling about how i got away from the people selling credit cards. hihihi just read between the lines aight? ;) now here's a cute video for you:

euphoria

i have a new found bliss. gazing at the sky while floating in the water as  Mr Sun shines right on my face. i could do this all day long~ xD

new sensation

santa claus and his herd of reindeer are back at the front yard of Hilton, Kuching. this time of last year, Apiz and i went capturing the beauty of the city at night through the lomo lens. i miss lomo-ing. i miss doing it with Apiz.

i've got a sudden feeling of missing taking picture together with Apiz, as in having my picture taken with Apiz in it. now that is a brand new feeling that i've never felt before. ooh i'm so over the moon by having this feeling alone~ afterall, it all started with a photo, WE started with a photo. i'll save that for later ;)

year of cuteness

4 December 2009 - Giselle is ONE year old

oh so you know, Mak nicknamed her Cizel, and occassionally it becomes Rozel.. how human turn to cuteness mode when surrounded by lovely little creatures like Cizel Giselle.. here are some of her random pictures of cuteness and bimbo-ness..

#1 Giselle first cutest bimbo moment caught on camera

#2 waiting for something to 'magically appear'

 

#3 amazed by the 'magic'

#4 one lazy evening

#5 'let me in' cute begs

#6 not so sopan

#7 very lazy even to hold own head..

#8 ...or leg

#9 my loyal companion staying up finishing my dissertation

#10 helping me sorting the paper

#11 helping me by just being a bimbo

#12 ooh we ran out of ink!

#13 the coolest (birthday) hat

#14 enjoying herself in the wire bin (for a while before she started panicking to free herself)

#15 taking a tour inside the car

#16 alluring pose

 #17 model-shaped body

#18 sopan - dudok kepit

#19 peeking into my room

#20 watching fellow model doing their thing

#21 desperately craving for attention

#22 darlie all shiny white - the reason behind her white coat

#23 trapped on 11th floor

#24 favourite corner

Giselle, despite your bimbo-ness, i love you with all my heart & i miss you~ :) :) :)