when two equals two

matter regarding the heart, and involves a boy and a girl is sometimes very much complicated more than you know. when it is actually simple to love and to be loved, admit it that our desires and needs in life sometimes moves parallel and doesnt have a meeting point at any circumstances. that is when we have to build a strong (and flexible) bridge to connect those two lines so we can go to the other side at any desired time to support each other. and who knows if those lines might find a way to intersect at some point.

i have this thing bout me bout how i like to say things metaphorically, that sometimes people dont really get what i say, and sometimes the message doesnt really reach the dedicated persona cos that person doesnt really know if i'm talking bout/to him/her just cos i dont mention the issue directly, but sometimes, its just that they simply think i'm not talking bout them and plain ignore it.

it is so much easier to think like a little kid, no?

one day, Bapak was talking bout how hairdressers and chefs can easily get a PR status in the Australia. and Farhana said:

'apa hairdresser? rambut pakei baju?? pelik na juak?'

and then another time, Bapak said a friend of his died of 'sakit TB'. and Farhana the TV junkie said:

'aie! nangga TB (as in television, TV) boleh sakit kah??'

cilck here for more cute monsters by Lucy Doan! 

sometimes, all a girl wants is attention and gestures showing that we matter; and of course constant reminder that we are always loved and remembered :)

sweet tooth

here's another cupcake story. enjoy!

i think this design has grown to be one of my favs.

nice effect huh? good job plastic factory! hehe

one of my favs too!

designed by Mak. Rafflesia i call it :p

until we meet again!

superMan day

 i love you, Bapak! :) :) :)

Happy Father's Day to all Fathers across the universe!!

the mute elephant

i have one disturbing thing in my mind right now. one big thing. and i cant seem to tell anyone bout it, its just not right. but i am grateful that i will always have the Al-'Alim with me all the time for only He knows whats within me without me saying a word, and with His willing, i will be fine for He is also Al-Hadi.

"Verily Allah knows (all) the hidden things of the heavens and the earth: verily He has full knowledge of all that is in (men's) hearts."

Surah 35, Fatir (The Angels, Orignator) - verse 38

baking & decorating cupcakes help me get my mind off things too.

i turned into a happy cartoon bunny who floats around the house instead of walking everytime i finished a batch of cupcakes :)

and also Saddad Fusion tonight was awesome. i think it is the best Saddad Fusion ever. maybe also because there were two crowds - one routing for football who screamed 'oohs' and 'aahs' time and again; and, one cheering their pretty voices out for the bands on stage. anyhow, with performers singing in your neighbourhood songs like 'aku skandal' in French; some evergreen old soul rock songs which i heard before but never knew their title; and, a guy who looks very naive but really knows how to rock the stage with a guitar and his one of a kind voice (he did get the loudest applause i think), anyone would be uplifted and going back home still in awe. at least thats how i feel.

oh, i'm happier already! but the big elephant in the room is still there.

vibrancy

i go gaga over colourful things. and cute stuff too. if i happened to possess them, i usually take millions of photos of them before i put them into full use. but most of the time, i love them so much i keep them in the cupboard afraid i might wear them all out - e.g. i've got a photo frame i got on my 16th birthday still intact in its box, i've a colourful mug set i bought like 6/7 years ago still wrapped in brown paper, two summer dresses from 2 years ago waiting for the right time to be worn, lets just stop there ok. AND, at the end of the day year, its still there and defeats its own purpose. is there any name for this kinda habit? but i'm sure i'm not alone in this matter. so who here is overly penyayang and keep their stuff in a nice paper bag in a box in a cupboard, hands up!! owwh, so you're in denial, huh? its ok.. i feel you.. *doing the Joey wink (watch more Friends, will you)*

so this is a tribute entry to my childish fixation: my new found love of colourful pencil(s) and cute paperclips. please bear with me.

you feel me yet?

that's all. thank you. bye! :D

merriment

 

can't trust everything in the newspapers :p

84th birthday cupcakes :)

tea time cupcakes :)

i had fun fun fun :)

rhapsody for the soul

i first watched this video on a friend's Friendster profile page. i was immediately awe-stricken when i first heard it. since then, i found myself missing it once in a while while doing my daily chores and i would go to her page and watch it on loop. some of you might have watched this before, but just in case you haven't, why not i share this beautiful recitation of the Quran and may we find tranquility in this uproaring world in it :) i think it is best if you watch this with your headphones/earphones on, and let it pervades through your veins and bones, and stream along with your blood, and hopefully, will increase our faith to Him, the Originator. Subhanallah.

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ps: cant wait for Yuna's debut album :)