Wednesday, July 29, 2009

tamarind deja vu

the sense of deja vu has its own way on getting into my head only when i'm in Kuching. especially during hari raya. coz thats when everyone - family+friends - are gathered together and somehow sometimes old stories are brought back into conversations and undeniable old flames might find its way to haunt some of us. well, at least that's what i always thought. i never thought that i could bring alive that deja vu feeling that i thought i could only get in Kuching, here in KL (oh btw, i'm in KL for a tad while).

last two days, i bought watson's tamarind body wash from watson retail (obviously) here in KL and the moment i smelled the tamarind fragrance (from the bottle), the deja vu sense immediately got into my head. the smell reminded me of a dear friend - Wani. as far as i could recall, the first time i bought the watson's tamarind body wash was 2 or 3 years ago when we both went to watson retail in Travillion. that's how vivid my memory of u is. oh Wani, if u're reading this, PLEASE do not misunderstood me. i dont think of u while im in the shower. oh damn now that i say it out loud, i might think of u. haha kidding!! i think of u once in a while (NOT in the shower), i recalled back the card u wrote to me when u were still in UPM saying how we might have grown apart by the distance but we will always be good friends like we used to be. it is an honour to know u; to have u close once in my life; to have a good chum whom i share the blast of the days rushing here and there, up and down every functioning escalator in every possible shopping mall in Kuching (sometimes in KL). and at this very moment, i miss u. i really do. live well, Wani :)

Thursday, July 23, 2009

the beach boy

coming home to Kuching this time around feels a little bit different. something has changed somehow, in a way, but i really cant tell what is that 'something'. maybe its the phase where my life is in an intersection whereby i'm puzzled of where my next direction is.

despite the funny feeling i have inside my mind and my heart, i'm truly thankful that i'm home and all the beauties here kinda make me at the end of the day..

the cloud always looks good whenever i passed Jln Tun Jugah.
the starry night above my roof always makes me feel like crying if i stare at it more than two minutes.
laksa sarawak never fails me (ok la, maybe once or twice).
teh c peng always tastes good at anytime of the day.
Fluffy's stare always makes me want to bite her and chew her all at once.
the trees by the roadside always makes me feel safe and calm.
the complete dosage of laughters is best prescribed by agent 767.
Jln Pilu will always be a mystery yet nostalgic.
late evening sunny weather is the best weather ever.
and i fall in love again today.

this time, i fall for the beach boy...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

reminiscence of you

there are people in life whom we would treasure for life. i took that hike up a hill with those bunch of people of mine. we were celebrating. celebrating the end of a book in our lives, at the same time, celebrating the beginning of a new chapter of a fresh book. then, everything seemed perfect. nothing seemed wrong, everything in the past felt like forgivable. all scars seemed healed. all wounds seemed mended. all problems seemed magically patched up. the finale chapter of the book was written anyways, no changes are necessary. as much as i wanted to end the pain on the muscles in my legs, i never want to let go of that moment, i do not want to be far from those people. everything just seems right again when they’re around. i forgot it was time for goodbyes until Shikin opened the door of her MAX which can only be opened from outside. and the hysterical laughs of camwhoring and teasing stopped there.

and i dreamt of u. counting days to finally meet u again. i miss u...