yes you

right this moment, i am missing so many person, so many things, so many memories.

i miss the girl whom i confide in back then. i miss crossing the road while holding my bestfriend's hand. i miss zaman Parkson-TJ-SP. i miss the girls night out. i miss listening to Maroon 5 in the car with the girls. i miss camwhoring at that gelato cafe opposite Hilton (whats its called, again?). i miss the girl who picked fight with me. i miss having familiar faces around. i miss the adolescent innocence. i miss the potluck party. i miss school memories. i miss the evening sunshine. i miss that night i travelled alone back from Melaka. i miss hugging Ina. i miss aikido. i miss having someone i know living overseas. i miss the smell of the first birthday present Apiz gave me. i miss birthday cards. i miss the 16 year old me. i miss the 20 year old Apiz. i miss everything and everyone. i even miss doing what i did today.

if you're reading this, yes you random reader. if we have a memory together, even one tiny bit of a smirk or a wink, i miss you. yes, YOU :) :) :)